Today I had to come to grips with something that I have been avoiding for quite some time. The acceptance of failure. I have been working on a project for sometime now. It hasn’t been to long but it hasn’t been to short either. Regardless I had put in more energy than I was ever supposed to and ever should have needed to in order to keep the project working. I wasn’t alone in this tireless crusade. There were others too who tried to add the work of others to their own trying to keep things toget… Continue

In order to find a new me. I Goddess am here reborn. Crawling, scraping, to the top. Breathing , heaving, will not stop. I show my nakedness but you want more. I pull out organs, but you want more. This is genocide, I back away. Push myself deeper everyday . Enveloping my soul in solitude, I look for reason, begin to pursue. How do I judge thee? Just as I am. How do I see thee? Just as I am. How do I move thee? Only as I will. How do rule thee? Only as I will. A feast of dancing breaks through t… Continue

This is one of the few blogs that I will write that is an original blog. By that I mean that I wrote specifically for this place as apposed to writing the blog somewhere else and posting copy's of it everywhere. Know though, that the only reason that I am doing this, is to let you know that most of the blog posts on here would be posts that I wrote on my word press blog and then copied and posted. If for some reason though you should want to see the original post you may at… Continue